my last injection day

walla....

Finally setel jgk my 6th injection....syukur alhamdulillah.....so waiting my period tuk bln DEC nanti.....sexcited u. Prof pesan tggu smpi 3rd cycle baru bole start IVF treatment. tp i plan after 2nd cycle i dh nk start, most probably on Jan sbb if im not mistaken, doctor akan cek dulu hormon suami isteri jgk b4 proceed IVF treatment....mcm i xmo buang masa (i dh xsabo2 jgk laaa sebeno2nyer)....start Feb or Mac, tp blom decide lg nk buat di mane dgn Doktor yg mane?

so skrg ni i try my best tuk readykan badan, hormon, minda, emosi & duit sebelum nk mula IVF treatment nnt....i dh try homepathy, acupuncture, chinese herbs, & oso still minum pati ikan haruan (kdg2 je sbb masih ada stok lg 2kotak=12botol), mkn jgk folic asid & fish oil (bila teringat kot). asid folic mmg tuk prepare b4 pregnant....fish oil ni i ada jumpa dlm internet citer manusia yg berterusan mkn fish oil ni lebih kurang risiko endometrosis. so i try2 jela mkn baru 3bln kot try. no harm kan & some said baik tuk jantung kot. (maklum la I endo stage 4)

ivf centre

#Dr. Chung Chow Cheang, PNB Darby Park

price RM12k-15kk

#Dr. Tee Swi Peng, Metro IVF

price RM12k

#Dr. Wong Pak Seng, Sunfert

price RM14.9k nett

#Dr. Ng Soon Peng, Columbia Asia Hospital, Puchong

price RM???

#Dr. Paul Tay, Price Court Hospital

price RM17k-20k++

#Dr.????, TMC, Puchong

price RM10k-17k

#Dr. Prasnant, KL Fertility Centre

price RM17k nett

macam mana nak kira my next period

ntahla I oso not sure tapi my last menstrual was on 11/6-16/6 ago...then i had my laporotomy on 18/6. seminggu after potong, bukak jahit & my 1st zoladex injection on 25/6 & next appointment yg ke-5 is on 20/10 nanti. usually my cycle is 28 days so lepas tambah, tolak i target my next menstrual jatuh before 25/12 nanti, bole? sebab i target last zoladex injection mesti lepas raya haji 17/11. (dh fix on 24/11) 1 cycle tuk zoladex ni abis dlm 28hari. kira adil la i ganjak sket dari 16/12-25/12 (ada dlm seminggu??) so most probably cik P dtg after 23/12.

then now i kena pk nk buat IVF di mana? my ling nk buat kat HUKM under Prof. Dr. Zainul Rashid jgk. tp i xmo sebab tumpuan perhatian mcm kurang kerana Prof byk sgt patient dia...so pape tindakan segera sukar dilaksanakn laaa...so i masih survey2 g private paling murah, dekat, high successful rate & leh call 24j tuk pape things happen.

my insurans reimbursement

total operet aritu ialah RM5781.60

ada less RM1.20 (i pn xtau apsal less & ciput sgt) jadi RM5780.40

i submit pd agen insurans i seminggu i start keja (mggu ke-5 after operation)

dpt cheque dlm sbln jgk RM?????

1 hari stay x cover sbb UKMSC salah print my invoice....prof discharge i dlm pkl 3pm 20hb Jun. tp org kewangan tu ckp after 12, kita charge 1 day jgk...mangkuk klu 1 day, apsal invoice dr 17hb smpi 20hb je. insurans x byr lain2 charge mcm tax (RM19 tuk 4hari stay) sbb limit i RM200/day dgn (RM88) extra bed tuk lingem, kitorg kn hanimun kat ward. medical report pn xcover RM120. ni mane2 insurans mmg xbyr...apsal ntah, padahal dorg yg request report ni...sungguh x adil.

follow-up treatment juz cover up to 90days je....setakat ni baru claim injection tuk bulan Jun & Julai termasuk bukak jahit & dah received cheque on 12/11 aritu...pape pn thx 2 agen i.....sungguh membantu, i mmg rekemen kat uols.

lupe citer, i punya ialah prudential insurans yg amek sejak thn 2003 lagi

jadual treatment

21 June
check out & blk umah bonda tercinta @ Keramat...konon2 nk pantang la
RM5,901.60 (including Medical Report charges = RM120.00)

25 June
bukak jahit dgn 1st injection wif zoladex
zoladex ni tuk kurangkan testostereone production jantankan i ni?muhaha
RM610.00

27 June
ubat antibiotik abis hari ni...so i masih minum pati ikan haruan shj

11 July
i peod plok...prof ckp injection aritu nk stop peod...adoooii cmne nih?ada kwn ckp normal, nnt dh 2nd cucus baru xde peod

21 July
appointment for 2nd injection...dh tny prof psl i period & ubat supplement yg i mkn bole ke x?he answered mmg peod, may b lps ni ada sket peod or xde lgsg tp prof sempat promote lg mkn supplement lain plok...sabo jela tp mcm my mak mmg tgh mkn...nk confirm later, sms or call je la prof nnt. my medical report pn dh amek td...so lps ni nk claim insurans trs 4 surgery aritu....inject2 tu hanya cover 90 hari je, leh claim seperately....moral of the story:belila insurans tuk kemudian hari
RM550.00

25 August
my 3rd injection appointment 11am..i saje gerak dr umah pkl 11am...what a surprise xde org pn i smpi2 dlm pkl 1145am, tggu kejap je dlm 5-10minit terus kena panggil tuk cucus....best giler & siap mintak prof tlg sign kan surat tuk justification claim insurans. TAPI i leh lupe MC i plok...dh kuar HUKM smpi kuar bandar tun razak tu...mintak Lingem patah balik...kuikui
RM550.00

22 September
my 4th injection appointment kali ni appointment pkl 12pm...i smpi lambat 1230pm gitu & juz drop buku deting kaler kuning kat tray & terus g level 7 sebab nk setelkn claim insurans i sangkut...ada 1 mlm Prudential mcm xmo byr sbb UKMSC letak check-in date 17/6 & check-out date 20/6. sepatutnya check-out 21/6 sebab 20/6 check-out after 12pm dh charge sehari so i pn lepakla sehari tp dorg xtukarkn tarikh resit...susahkn idup i je, at 1st i igtkn insurans byr je total i claim...tp x jgk dorg kire jgk per day camne....tlgla UKMSC improve ye, & hotel pn bg muke klu check-out lmbt lps pkl 12pm
RM550.00

20 October
my 5th injection appointment
RM550.00

24 November
my 6th injection appointment...last injection,yesza
RM550.00

Sehingga 24 November, kos semua ialah RM9,261.60

masuk sudah UKMsc

2pm~dh smpi & register...tggu1jam jgk sbb bilik xde kosong lg...akak misi suh mkn dulu sementara tggu...sebbek i bertny.bole mkn ke?bukan i kena posa kah?

5pm~ling blk umah sbb anak2 buluz & janji dgn agen umah nk repair bumbung pecah
6pm~doktor bius sudah dtg melawat dgn explaination mcm2....ntah i igt ke x?paling igt nama dia=Dr. Mohammad (xsure spell cmne)sbb i panic, jadi ke potong ptg or mlm ni jgk?jadual sbnrnya next morning tau...mental x redi bole???penakutla i ni,hehe....xleh sudah pkai bikini lps ni(mcm penah pkai plok,huhu)
7pm~tggu ling smpi...tp x smpi2,malas nk sms/call kang tensi ling kn?org mmg la nk cpt smpi takut i potong mlm ni sbb dh maghrib pn.so mcm Dr. Mohammad pesan,mandi dulu mlm ni,i pn mandi sementara tggu ling.
9pm~aiyok mlm la ling x smpi2....i sms la tp x bls2 then i call pn x jwb jgk....apsal lama sgt, tadi janji b4 7pm smpi sini....tetibe ling call bgtau dia ada kat emergency HUKM bawah......OMG, ling xcden masa nk dtg td rupanya.....lgla i panik...so i turun g carik suami tercinta i....blom tahu lg i ni jd potong ke x mlm ni sbb Prof blom smpi lg dr JB.

11pm~ling xde patah-riuk tp luke2 la (ling ckp:makwe itam+gemuk jela,i leh ngorat)..dpt call dr wad i tp xde cvrg plok so i kuar & call back....Prof. yg call & tny about my hsbd?klu u xbole buat mlm ni,kita buat pg esok mcm jadual asal, ok?i jwb dgn blur2 "esokla Prof, thx"....sorila kn sbb i tau Prof sgt2 bz, i pn xde pilihan?i sian jgk tgk ling xleh gerak & kesakitan gitu.pastu x bg bgtau sape2 plok, ling ckp xmo kecoh2

18 June
1am~tgh sedap mkn lauk dinner (since Prof bg mkn,penat posa 1 hari tau) ada org bukak pintu....ling dgn wheel chair bersama abg & adik lelaki dia...siap kena ceramah lg "sbb xleh bgn sndr baru nk bgtau kitorg mntk tlg" i senyum jela,tnyla ling kn?i akur perintah je. sbb ling sakit badan, so i bg dia tdo kat katil i lg empuk compare extra bed yg mmg kami mntk pn masa check-in.

730am~i mcm xleh bgn tdo sbb lewat tdo smlm.....bgn jgk mandi dgn flush isi perut dgn ubat masuk montot tu.....pastu siap2 pkai uniform tp nk beyak lg,misi ckp beyakla puan nnt x selesa (tp xde kuar pn,nervous ok) dh siap, i leh kuar jln lg (mmg ngotz je kitorg) pastu misi ckp baring atas katil,kami tolak katil puan je....wakakak i igt leh jln sndr je g OT tu

810am~tolak i smpi 1 tmpt,mmg laju giler brader tu sbb i bgn lmbt td kn?then dorg suh tukar katil...dunia i glowing je sbb ubat penenang tadi i telan,sambil tggu ada la 2-3 misi kot tny nama puan **** ic puan ***** & ni puan punya sign? ye betul...then siap borak2 nk operet ape?size cyst?i jwb remove cyst 6cm

9am~Dr.Mohammad smlm dtg, nk bius i la kn..then pesan siap2..lps operation klu sakit sket pn u tekan button nnt we all bg u pegang,ubat tahan sakit ni available every 5 minit je,klu kerap sgt nnt u overdose(morfin tau,hehe)....then tggu lg xpasti brp lama....tetibe dorg semua tolak i masuk OT,smpi je i nmpk byknya lampu bilik ni mcm disco,hehe....then Dr.Mohammad suh tarik nafas...time ni dh ada pam kat mulut...3-4kali tarik nafas je, then gelap.

1140am~i dh sedar..tgk kat kaki ade tiub shishi...duk pk sudah kah kena POTONG?tgk kiri kanan, ada patient lain blom sedar...xdpt nk tny misi skrg pkl brp?actually dh sedar awal sket....i dgrla misi tu salah rekod i....igt i patient nama Seri Indah...kami operet sama oleh Prof Zainul jgk
2.30pm~ada misi tolak i kat tmpt 1st i tkr katil...dia mntk i tkr katil sndr OK...oitss aci mo kena adi ke?(adi=pukul bhs Tamil) tetibe brader tolak pagi tadi ada menyelamatkn keadaan...puan diam je,lurus kaki nnt kami tarik....aku dh bengkok kaki cube angkat montot sbb misi aci tu suh pindah sndr kn.

3.00pm~dh naik kat my ward....pucat lesi muke ling & tny"dh ke?ok ke ni?apsal lama sangat, i risau la" i masih blur2 lagi & dipesan jgn mkn & mnm lg tggu advise from Prof.

my checklist b4 masuk UKMsc, bole?

antara brg2 @ ukmsc (sebab nak menginap selama 4-5hari)
x lupe jgk DEPOSIT RM4k sebelum admit laa
~telekung, sejadah, tuala, kain batik, underwear, baju tdo, toiletries, fork & spoon, knife, plate & mug, spec & lens, solution & case, seliper, cross stitch, tilam & bantai tuk mak teman i nnt, charger hp, tikar, t-shirt & pant, berus gg & colgate,


antara brg2 @ keramat (berpantang dgn melepak @ umah mak smpi habis MC)
1.pc & P1 modem
2.cross stitch
3.brg2 dr masa stay @ UKMsc

ni cross stitch i dh start buat...konon nk tggu masa dlm MC nnt tp xleh dh kot...haha...lihatla dunia hasil i ni

bz bz bzbodi..huhu

opppps abaikan tajuk kali ni......bz sbb baru pindah umah, bz nk siapkn apartment & nk cari penyewa & bz tuk redikn diri b4 operet 18hb nanti...nervous jgk (gegel ni, nmpk kn)

apartment ampang mak dgn bngah dh uruskn, dh panggil org tuk grill & psg lampu kipas...skrg nk carik penyewa je la......sape2 yg sudi menyewa umah i itu hanya RM850sbln.....corner lot, ada swimming pool, ada lif, ada tadika jgk....lokasi dkt dgn ampang point itu

postpone from 17th to 18th June

tetibe 2.11pm tadi Prof. Dr. Zainul kol i bgtau nak mintak postpone sehari sebab dia cakap dia ada operet patient lain sakit cancer. might be lama at least 6hours kan...i setuju jela...prof dh penat2 ngadap patient tu, kang x larat operet i kan......mungkin ini yg terbaik untuk i yg Allah dah tentukn. i terima dgn hati terbuka.

al-fatihah tuk sheema wahid (ptd yg meninggal dunia semalam tgh kursus dpa 1/2010). she was my classmate 1A2 Sek. Men. Taman Keramat. terbayang2 muke sheema jordon sbb dia mmg giler kat jordon knight masa tu... i layan dia nyanyi lagu tu. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

al-fatihah jugak pakwe amin KKB yg meninggal dunia smlm jgk.

ubat2 suplement yg makan

so far i ada jgk makan la...tp biasa hari bekerja ingat makan...tp bila cuti sabtu & ahad selalu terlupa...huhuh
asid folic dh lama amal makan dari Januari lagi....multivitamin sejak Mac....EPO baru je try bulan May ni....saje2 try bila ada kawan2 nasihat & baik tuk telan, I pn ngap jugakla kan,hehe

list blog kawan2 yg ada pengalaman ivf

saje nk wat inspirasi tuk i & readers lain

http://myivfdiaries.blogspot.com

http://pregnantmermaid.blogspot.com/2010/06/3rd-clomid-cycle.html

http://syanasaid.blogspot.com/

http://dearlyla.blogspot.com/

http://mrsjon.blogspot.com/

http://diarihatiku1976.blogspot.com/

http://myspecialbaby.wordpress.com/

http://nizza-abira.blogspot.com/search/label/treatment%20kesuburan

citer dulu2

cuba mengingatkn semula cerita2 lama mcm mana detect ada cyst....(bila dpt date sebenar baru i taruk kat sini ye dear readers)



bulan ramadhan 2007 (oct ke nov)
3 hari berturut2 sakit senggugut yg teruk & demam. masa ni duduk dgn yong lagi & ling bekerja @ penang. tiap2 ptg, bngah & kak ina mmg singgah umah yong sebab nk amek ain. yong amek esan & ain dr taska sekaligus je. mlm tu jgk bngah heret g hosp kajang-emergency.cek air kencingla-kencing kotor?ye kotor jgk; cek darahla-denggi?tak denggi. lps seminggu sakit masih ada lagi, then i g klinik ptrjy & then refer ke hosp ptrjy.

Dec 2007
hosp. putrajaya-i met dr. norehan & she suggested me an operation to remove the cyst, if susah2 she will potong my ovari tu tapi i cancel my operation which was scheduled on 2-1-2008 sebab i nak dapatkn 2nd opinion. lagi pun, she said nak amek gambo & video tuk student...i rasa x sanggup kot mcm jd bahan ujikaji, sori ye bakal2 doktor.

Feb 2008
I g UKMSC atas cadangan kwn sekg ling yg jadi student Prof. Dr. Zainul Rashid..dia buatla ultrasound & confirm about my cyst tapi xdelah smpi nk kena buang ovari berkenaan. dah cek ca125 & mine was normal. disbbkn i baru je tukar keja, so i tangguhkn dulu treatment ini. masa tu, prof. suggest buat laparoscopy je.

Feb 2009
tetiba ling nk try LPPKN jalan raja laut....ling yg buat appointment...i pn dh x brp igt macam mana prosesnya....tp 1stly, mmg cek sperm ling (result OK) then baru cek i~ amek darah 2-3kali & HSG kat hosp tawakal (RM180.00)...nak dijadikan citer peod i tetibe tercpt seminggu...then next cycle terlambat seminggu plok (takut ko, asek amek darah terus tensen)..i dpt dr.hamizah & she said i ni kena buat IVF je sebab i xhasilkn telur lgsg, may be ada tapi setahun 2-3kali yg kita xpasti bila & my tiub tersumbat. kos IVF masa ni RM8k. ling ckp tangguh dulu sebab nk rawat my cyst dulu then may be sambung buat IVF.
**Common signs that a woman may not be ovulating involve disruption of the normal pattern her menstrual cycles. Women who do not ovulate will often note absence of their periods, infrequent periods or irregular periods. Rarely, a woman with regular monthly periods may not be ovulating.(saje nk pangkah ckp dr. hamizah tu sebab i memang tetap peod ye)


since then until now
macam2 la i dah try ubat kg2 ni, telan menda macam2 termasuk urut2 ni dah merata2 tempat...bomoh pn try jugak, hahaha (xde rugi pn try). lps jupe prof. 26/4 baru2 ni, i semalam MC g ke senawang mencari Klinik Pakar Wanita Sukhilmi tuk 2nd opinion b4 i proceed an operation wit prof. (bukan x caya prof tp if possible, i xmo clip both my tubes)

Klinik Pakar Wanita Sukhilmi

6-5-2010

memang dh niat dr smlm nk MC sebab nk g Klinik Pakar Wanita Sukhilmi tuk 2nd opinion. pkl 830am dh g bangi, amek mak kat umah bngah. ikut jela direction yg i baca kat viruspadu's blog tapi bila smpi je klinik dh xde plok. Ling siap wat google map tuk I lagi...then i call klinik mintak guide jalan ke sana. jalan terus lagi, lepas 4kali traffic light & belok kanan (carik giant senawang, manalah i tau sebab 1st time pn sampai area ni). dr sini dh jupe signboard nk g klinik ni, lps 3 traffic light belok kanan lagi & then smpi hujung jalan...nampak dh klinik tu corner shoplot. o0o0o baru pindah rupenya. Finally giliran i jupe Dr. Sukhilmi, i citerla semua2 kisah dr 2007-2010. dia pn watla ultrasound (i mmg sengaja keep my bladder penuh), lps tu suh i shishi sbb nk buat TVS plok....mmg details la dia scan....i pn xpayah nk pusing kepala tgk skrin dia sbb ada skrin atas hujung kaki i je. then dr. bersetuju dgn cadangan prof. & sempat jgk dia kirim salam kat prof sbb dorg same batch dulu kat UKM. kos RM40 consultant fee + RM60 scan & TVS.

nak cancel treatment plok

1 may 2010
5pm~g homepati @ bangi, dr. cakap jangan operet & juz continue mkn ubat homepati dia bagi sebab banyak dah improvement. Then I told about dr. nk clip my tubes sebab 1 tiub rosak terus siap ada hydrosalpinx lagi. Dr. tu cakap xpe, kita rawat dari punca yg menyebabkan semua ni jadi, so far makin pulih.
730pm~g pandan umah andak sebelum d KDE ada majlis recepsi sebelah menantu andak & mak Ling masuk keta kami. Sepanjang perjalanan, mak ling citer pasal nak berubat tempat kawan andak dia baru jupe. siap ckp bhn2 nya (susah jgk nk dptkn), ingat dah boleh buat next week, tapi mak ling g lgkw plok. Tetibe ling cakap nak cancel operet plok, tunggu smpi habis tahun ni.

I memang takut since Prof. cakap nk clip dedua tiub i, so confirm xleh preknen naturally. Prof. suggest IVF je....i memang sedih, rasa cacat je beb sebab xleh preknen normal kn. clip ke x, I memang x leh preknen katanya tapi I masih berdoa kepada Allah tanpa putus asa supaya diberikan rezeki anak secepat mungkin.

sambung treatment

22-4-2010

memula tny ling boleh x buat appointment tuk sambung treatment kat Prof. Dr. Zainul Rashid...he said, OK. tapi sebab tetibe takut plok, mintak ling buatkan appointment....he replied my sms, sudah 8am g daftar & pkl 11am baru prof. masuk.

25-4-2010

konon2 nk g berurut @ Pahang tapi kawan mak yg jiran macik urut tu gagal dihubungi so I proceed jgkla dgn treatment kat UKMSC yg dh tangguh lebih 2thn.

26-4-2010

9am dh smpi HUKM tapi xde parking dah pusing 2-3 round then give up & keluar.drive g sampai hujung stadium & parking free sana, juz kena jalan menapak jauh nk g UKMSC. lps daftar, trs drive g keramat & breakfast dgn mak. then htr mak g Texas nak amek EA form & htr terus g PGRM, mak nk submit trs income tax form. 11.30am ling kol ckp nak g UKMSC, I pun segera ke HUKM lepas drop mak @ PGRM. 12.15pm kot, smpi UKMSC serentak dgn ling...smpi je @ kaunter, adik misi ckp Prof. blom smpi ada emergency case so lambat sikit. akhirnya, around 130pm jupe Prof. & confirm date nak operation 17th June nanti.